9 to 5

The time has come!
Well 'the time' came after SPM
But I have a reason for wanting a break.
I have a job, I've been working for about two weeks now.
9 to 5 at a clinic, doing medical reports and what not

And the family Xmas trip to Yogyakarta couldn't have been planned at a better time.
We leave tomorrow, I have to be up by 4
At the airport by 6

I have to watch how mom checks in the luggage and stuff, and how to get to the international terminals coz I will be doing so a couple of weeks from now

Anyway, I am excited!

Just decorated the Christmas tree with mom, but more on that when I get back!




Our TC adventure.

Kavithha and I went to TC, it was fun. Until it started raining.

Posing.

Yea, DL loves me.

hahahaha

Chilaxing (thanks gaya)

Anyway, we had the bright idea to walk back to my house in the rain.

Which turned out to be really stupid, we got tired halfway through..

Thank god for Annjili, who picked us up.

=)

Bless you spranjallina

Anyway, no time for blogging, flight is awaiting!

Ok well,not yet.

I leave at 5.15 am.

PEACE!

Oh and merry christmas.

A bit of today.

Kavithha and I at the rotary installation this year. Where I was emcee!
Bhangra night, I took the perfect person with me.

So, since Darren is back from Florida was it? Ok i forgot specifically. Anyway we decided to have a mini golf reunion

Man woman wasn't there thankfully.

It was odd,but fun. As it always was since we were all like 7. Its scary but nice to think about how all the years have passed by so fast.

Kevin refused to have his picture taken, so he was the photographer for the night.

Amos looks like a geisha here.

A geisha who is a man and has short spiky hair. And goes to Just Relax.

More on last nights post later.

I just felt like putting up a few pictures for a splash of colour.

You bring the F*ck to F-riends

I seriously think I have made shitty choices when it came to friends.

Right now I believe that.

And I am not going to bother anymore trying to maintain old friendships.

What do I do now?

Look ahead and make better choices?

Seems like the only option now.

Such a fucking dissapointment

A little here,and a little there

Ok,our noses,our lips,our jaws and neck were brought in.

Ok I know i look absolutely retarded,but I am new at this! Give me some time .

I got this cool feature from www.fotoflexer.com

And you know what, it would be so cool if I could apply this feature to real life.

I mean, it would be so awesome to just be walking down the street and be all like 'Oh em gee, I want a smaller nose'

And just take out some magic pen and dab it onto your nose.

TADAAA, a new nose!

Too bad.

Hide your face so that the world will never find you

I'd like to make myself believe,

That Planet Earth turns slowly.

It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep,

Cause everything is never as it seems.

I'd like to make myself believe,

That Planet Earth turns slowly.

It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep,

Because my dreams are bursting at the seams

Fireflies by Owl City.


I just took random bits from the song.






I do not know why I deleted 200 blog posts and kept two.
Maybe I want to get rid of recent and distant memories.
Maybe I'm secretly wishing to undo all that was said and done this year,and the year before.

Maybe.

I can't sit down and feel like I am totally present in the moment, my mind keeps wandering and a random song keeps playing over and over again in my head.
A really good song though, the tune is good and the lyrics actually mean something!


What you may think is real to your eyes, is in fact a lie.



Its like I am walking around with a theme song that no one can here.

But now you all know what my theme song is.

I'm starting to get nervous about leaving, so many new things are going to happen , things that I can't predict.

Things that are just going to happen.

Good or bad I dont know. Hopefully all of it is good.

I am even worrying about ending up on the wrong plane and landing in Iraq or something!

I can already see myself missing my parents and some friends.

I'll miss the comforts of home.

But like I said before in one of the posts I deleted,

I am walking into a new world, a new life.

I have wanted for so long, to leave all of this behind and finally I am getting the chance. But I dont seem to happy about it don't I?

Its probably because I am so paranoid all the time.

There is nothing left to say.

Just no words and a blank imagination.

Oh my god, my post sucks bad.

Peaceful Beans


I do not know what peaceful beans are.
All I know is that Freida is a nice name.
Freida Pinto is an actress, and Pinto is a type of bean.
Freida means peaceful.

If I ever have a daughter I will name her Freida.
Because it is unique and now that I know the meaning of the name, I like it even more. But Pinto will not be her second name because people can be vicious and if the meaning of her second name got out, she will be called peaceful bean for life.

Who wants to be known as the girl who is a peaceful bean?

Anyway, I should stop dreaming and babbling on about my future daughter and Freida Pinto. But there isn’t much left to do now.

I keep forgetting that letting my mind wander will not harm me in any way, because I do not have any facts left to remember. No more scary emotions to unleash.
I am just…plain, but not in a physical way. At least I don't think.

Sitting at home and doing nothing is taking a toll on me, I am also forgetting the fact that in about six weeks I will be leading a completely different life.
I guess I have kept too many worries bottled up in my head, after the exams I started thinking about these things again.Things that happened this year, some things I should have avoided completely.

There is also the worry about things that I have to do.

Things things things.

Such a stupid word.
Wish I never learnt it at school
School.Another lame word

Dear Sprangali,
The AbhiAnju Diaries.

Here are the rules that you and I came up with which relates to you and I.

Nobody will steal this Idea and use it as their own. This is an official AbhiAnju and associates copyright.Terms and conditions apply.

Why are we always pointing at the sky anju?

Anyway,

Annjili decided that pants are too boring and we would rather write our rules on a martini glass. Which I thought was very smart.

We the sisterhood hereby instate the following rules to govern the use of the martini glass.

Rule 1 : We do not talk about fat with each other. This is depressing. This can lead to overeating. We want to avoid such problems..you know like overeating.

Rule 2 : Drinking is necessary except homemade martini’s. Especially the martini’s made by us that tasted like rust. Not that I’ve tasted rust, but if I were to taste rust it would taste like our homemade martini.

Rule 3: Pasta is for eating and not spilling on floors, Yes pasta contains so much carbohydrates that go straight to the hips. But eating pasta and sleepovers is truly a must.Also cheesy movies. Like MamaMia and TheLoveGuru while eating SecretRecipe.

Rule 4: Konde’s ( Abhi’s really irritating neighbour who wears her hair in a big bun right on top of her head) are hereby banned also.

Rule 5 : Abhi shall never go near dog food and Annjili shall never be there to remember such incidence of Abhi near dog food while the dog is there and wanting to bite her because it thinks Abhi is stealing its food..

Rule 6 : Beer shall be drank while parents are not home and the empty cans must be thrown in the drain opposite my house ( since no one lives opposite Annjili’s house except dead Bangladeshi men) all this must be recorded on video, especially the *jumping on can* ritual before we actually do our dirty deed.

Rule 7 : Group study of two required before an important exam, peaches and ice cream are a must. Also fried potatoes with cheese ( Our very very old tradition)

Rule 8 : Dogs rock! (we were already running out of ideas.)

Rule 9 : Remember to sit on a skateboard and ride it down Annjili’s driveway into the pots. ( I added this myself…Remember Anju!) hahahaha

Rule 10 : Martini = Love. Love the martini. Love the sisterhood

Forever and always.


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